Thank you.

I’ve been so overwhelmed to say the least, but there hasn’t been a moment that I have not been grateful or appreciative of every single one of you.  Thankful to Dr. Judy (my hometown doctor) that has been nothing but absolutely amazing and so supportive. I honestly could not have chosen a better doctor. My […]

Our last night with you.

Tuesday February 21, 2017 I think the day started out pretty good. I, of course never put my phone down because I was afraid I would miss something so I just kept taking pictures of your sweet face. I recorded your cry and your little squeaky voice just so I could always remember that sound. […]

Your funeral- our last goodbye

Saturday February 25, 2017 “Today your gone, today you left me. You left me for heaven. Im on my knee crying and begging, please let me be dreaming. Young, beautiful girl making her way up to those golden doors. Time will not erase all the tears streaming down our faces for you. We’ll miss you […]

Genetic testing

Some people you can argue with all day about this. Whether or not to do testing on your baby. (A simple blood test is all) When I was pregnant with Hayven I did the blood test, first time mom still learning everything so I just did it for my own reassurance. Of course they came […]

Hello to goodbye.

February 20, 2017 My room was crowded with family when I heard a knock on my door. Two gentlemen walked in, both Drs were working on miss Hollands case. They said they needed to talk to us and that the family should probably go in the waiting room.  They began to go over her echo […]

Little miss has a birthday!

February 17, 2017 This morning I had a lot of thoughts and I wrote them down. It is kind of coincidence that the same day I had all these thoughts is the day we scheduled little misses birthday! I think one of the best things about a c section is being able to know when […]

{Delivery is close!}

February 15, 2017 It’s been a while since I wrote a blog, so please forgive me! It has been a crazy few weeks and we are approaching delivery date soon. I am 36+5 days today and I am starting to feel contractions, though they aren’t strong enough I am trying my very best to stay […]

{35 WEEK BUMP UPDATE}

February 3, 2017 We made it 2 weeks and 1 day longer than we did with big sister! This is pretty exciting! So far, I am feeling pretty great. The only time I have puked in the third trimester was when I got food poisoning at 28 weeks. That was miserable! I think I’ve been […]

{vulnerability at its best}

January 31, 2017 Today I cried. I haven’t cried for awhile. I think it’s because it has all finally sunk in what’s about to happen and believe it or not I think you can run out of tears. I am following a few pages on facebook a lot about special needs children and some strictly […]